courting someone is tough
especially when the one who’s doing the courting is in guatemala
my bestie got laid tonight
and i’m in my bed watching a documentary on richard kuklinski
i just yelled at my grandmother how was your night?
the worst part is that i still really wanna get weird with him even though he kind of messed with my heart a lot idk i’m just really attracted to him still and it sucks that he doesn’t want to be my boyfriend as much as i want him to
i’ve only made out with one guy
twice
my senior year is not the crazy sexually liberating experience i was hoping for
May 12, 2013
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i just thought about how a boy touched my boobs a month ago hmm
and then u make out with the boy
and then you let him touch your boobs
and then you almost have sex with him
wow what a turnaround that’s happened
but it’s nice to feel attractive and wanted
it’s really hard to gauge how i can/cannot act with this guy bc we’re not a couple and our thing is a secret
and it’s nice bc secrets are fun but i wish i had a clear definition of what this was so i can know when to touch him?
idk
